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Many of us are deeply interested in learning to clear the roots of our issues. We're tired of living in our stuck emotional and behavioral patterns, and we have realized that simply blaming external circumstances for our feelings and behaviors has done little to improve our quality of life. We have come to recognize that most of our "negative" feelings and behaviors are not really natural responses to reality but mechanical expressions of our chronic emotional attitudes, based on our past conditioning. So, we realize we have to take responsibility for our own emotional attitudes towards the world, other people and ourselves. But when we decide to start dealing with these conditioned attitudes and feelings, we are usually surprised to find how difficult they are to change. We discover how deeply we are actually identified with these patterns and how deeply they are held in our emotional consciousness and in our being. Most of these patterns have actually been held and expressed through many lifetimes, so they are very ingrained.
Stuck in the experience of the past, there is little freedom to relax into being present Now. It becomes almost impossible to not get caught in the whirlpool/projection of mental activity that constantly takes past experiences and recasts them as images about the present and future. And if we are constantly projecting our emotional history onto present situations, then it becomes almost impossible to feel the world as it is. As a result, there is very little space left in which we can relax into the present.
Your emotional patterns are very old and are held very deeply. They began to form from the moment you began to experience yourself as "I", as a separate being, separate from the rest of life, which happened eons ago All your present emotional issues, such as feeling unloved or alone, as well as your fixed emotional reactions to particular situations, whether your react with fear, or anger, or a sense of hopelessness, evolved out of this original sense of being separate. The separateness gave rise to a primal sense of lack and fear, and later to all your other issues and reaction patterns, which are either various expressions of lack and fear, or compensations for them. You have carried the patterns and accumulated memory of these issues with you from life to life, in what is called your "karmic body". Over time you both reinforced your original patterns as well as evolved more complex ones.
To really change these patterns, you need something that can release the experience of separateness, which is the very root of these patterns and the food that feeds them. But the only thing that can release the consciousness of separateness is that which is not separate, which is the Divine, the Source Itself, also called the Self. That is why VortexHealing® Divine Energy Healing works solely with divine light and consciousness, bridging Source into the very roots of your issues. It releases the consciousness of separateness, awakening consciousness to its true nature-the Self-which has no sense separateness; and without an identification with a separate "I", there is no lack, no fear, no issues.
Our childhood experiences are one kind of conditioning, but it is just one piece of the total picture. Because we have had innumerable lives, all of our experiences from ALL of our lives condition us. In the East, they say that this is our "karma"; karma is nothing but conditioning, which can be held at many levels of our being. Although we are used to identifying our body as just a "physical" body, we also have an etheric body, an emotional body, a mental body, a spiritual body and a karmic body. These bodies are your vehicles for various kinds of experience-physical experience, emotional experience, mental experience, and so on. All of them are imprinted with both our past life and present life conditioning. Our etheric body holds conditioning that relates to our basic relationship with the world; our emotional body holds our unprocessed emotions; our mental body holds our attitudes and judgments; our spiritual body holds conditioning that relates to loss of faith; and our karmic body holds all our past life memories and issues, and the root of our basic experience of separateness. In addition, our physical body holds genetic conditioning, which is full of the conditioning of our physical ancestors as well as other kinds of conditioning. And there is more.
Often it seems like our childhood experiences and traumas are more significant than they really are only because the family situation we are born into will always exactly match the issues we are already deeply involved in. For example, if a person who has a long karmic history of loss and separation is born to a mother who is cold and unaffectionate, they will be much more deeply affected than someone without that kind of history. The person with the karmic history of loss is already deeply wrapped up in the feeling of loss, so even small experiences of loss in the present may seem overwhelming to them. And if they are unaware of their karmic past, they will believe that this huge feeling of loss is being caused solely by present circumstances. They will typically grow up blaming their parents for all these feelings, and will probably learn to also blame their spouses and other aspects of their daily existence. It is not that the feelings they have aren't real; it is that the source of them is much older and deeper than what they imagine. They have been conditioned by thousands of lives of history 